By Linda Rodriguez
began National Poetry Month, and I've been talking to my students in my Native
lit class about the influence my grandmother had on me. The juxtaposition of
those two concepts leads me to post one of my poems that tells a story, which means
so much to me that I can never read it in public without tears.
I loved Grandmother’s baskets when I
They had intricate patterns and
woven into them in brown, black,
yellow, red, and orange.
She had different sizes and shapes,
used them for storage rather than
My favorite was in reds and yellows
with a black border.
It looked to me as if woven of fire
I would climb into cupboards, find
and ask why she didn’t keep it out on
where everyone who came in could
“These aren’t the best ones,” she said
as she fingered baskets that looked
beautiful to me.
“We used to make them from rivercane,
which makes a better basket and dyes
but they rounded us up in
and drove us on a death march to a new
that didn’t have our old plants like
so now we use buckbrush and
Grandmother shrugged. “You make do.”
I asked her to teach me how to make a
like the one I loved with feathers of
along its steep sides. She shook her
“It’s a lot of hard work.
First, we need black walnut, blood
pokeweed, elderberry. Yellow root’s
the best yellow,
but blood root will have to do.
They’ve dug all the yellow root
for rich people’s medicines, call it
Got to have our dyestuffs first.
Got to forage for most of them.
It takes lots of trips, out and back,
to get enough to make good colors.”
I knew I could do that and said so.
She laughed. “You’ve got to know what
or dig or gather. It’s like with my
Can’t just go taking any old weed.”
I pointed out that I was learning from
about the Cherokee medicine plants.
She just shook her head.
“It’s not the same. I grow most of
Haven’t taken you out for the wild
because you’re too little still. Same
for dye plants.”
I nagged at her for days, begging her
to teach me
so I could have a basket of my own.
I had in mind that amazing
I wanted to make one just like that.
My visit was over without her ever
I was used to Grandmother’s strength
I knew I would have to try harder next
There was no next-time visit.
My mother had always hated her
Now, she won the battle to keep us
Our relationship poured out in letters
until my mother destroyed them,
refused further correspondence.
Years later, Grandmother wrote me—
a letter that slipped past my mother’s
that she was making a basket
one last time for me.
I knew she was very ill,
soon to die.
I don’t know who got the beautiful baskets
when Grandmother died, especially the
that I loved when I was small.
Her sister and niece who cared for her
in her last illness, I suppose.
That’s fair. My parents had divorced
and my mother allowed no contact
with that family. But
a lumpy, brown-paper-bag-wrapped
with Grandmother’s shaky, spidery
arrived for me after her death.
My mother opened it first and laughed.
I stood waiting eagerly to snatch up
the last thing my grandmother would
ever give me.
“Look at that,” Mother said with more
“That ugly old thing’s supposed to be
I think. She sure lost her knack for
at the end, didn’t she?”
When I was small and visiting, I knew
Grandmother already had arthritis
in her hands. That’s probably why
she wouldn’t teach me to make baskets—
because she didn’t have the dexterity
to make the kind she once had.
I still have that simple handled
of vines (probably honeysuckle).
The whole thing is dyed black.
There are no intricate patterns of
or anything else. It’s just solid
I can see her plodding out to gather
butternuts for the black dye
and to pull the honeysuckle vines,
stripping off the leaves.
I can see her gnarled hands
painstakingly weaving under and over,
no fancy twills or double-woven sides.
Hard enough to shape
a shallow but sturdy gathering basket
for her long-unseen granddaughter.
All these years later
I have my own herb garden
where many of her medicine plants
When I gather them to dry for teas and
I use that black vine basket.
I think it will last forever.
in Dark Sister (Mammoth Publications, 2018)
Linda Rodriguez's 12th book, The Fish That Got Away: The Sixth Guppy Anthology, is about to be published. She also edited Fishy Business: The Fifth Guppy Anthology, Woven Voices: 3 Generations of Puertorriqueña Poets Look at Their American Lives, and The World Is One Place: Native American Poets Visit the Middle East. Dark Sister: Poems was a finalist for the Oklahoma Book Award. Plotting the Character-Driven Novel, based on her popular workshop, was published in 2017. Every Family Doubt, her fourth mystery featuring Cherokee detective, Skeet Bannion, and Revising the Character-Driven Novel will be published in 2021. Her three earlier Skeet novels—Every Hidden Fear, Every Broken Trust, Every Last Secret—and earlier books of poetry—Skin Hunger and Heart's Migration—have received critical recognition and awards, such as St. Martin's Press/Malice Domestic Best First Novel, International Latino Book Award, Latina Book Club Best Book of 2014, Midwest Voices & Visions, Elvira Cordero Cisneros Award, Thorpe Menn Award, and Ragdale and Macondo fellowships. Her short story, “The Good Neighbor,” published in Kansas City Noir, has been optioned for film.
Rodriguez is past chair of the AWP Indigenous Writer’s
Caucus, past president of Border Crimes chapter of Sisters in Crime, founding
board member of Latino Writers Collective and The Writers Place, and a member
of International Thriller Writers, Native Writers Circle of the Americas,
Wordcraft Circle of Native American Writers and Storytellers, and Kansas City Cherokee
Community. Learn more about her at http://lindarodriguezwrites.blogspot.com