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Showing posts with label holiday short story. Show all posts

Thursday, December 11, 2025

Words and Pictures

 


by Paula Gail Benson

            Sara Gibbons felt as if she had been sleeping on a cumulus cloud forever. Perhaps she had. That’s how time seemed in Heaven—without boundaries or limitations; restful, peaceful, and floating leisurely through eternity while angst and conflict circulated among the residents of Earth below.

            Rolling from her side onto her back, she stretched, trying to gauge the quality of light around her from behind closed eyes. She had no true sense until she opened her eyelids, just the briefest crack, and blinked at the dazzling celestial sky shining around her. Like the sparkles from the silver and white sheath gown she wore when Chad Howard took her to the University’s spring formal in 2011.

Until then, they had been classmates and self-acknowledged journalism geeks. But when he asked her out in advance for that event, it became their first date.

            Remembering how that night ended, she sat up straight, crossed-legged beneath the pale dress she wore. Chad drove her back to her sorority house, lingering on the outside steps as she climbed to the top (only three, not a significant task at all). She looked back at him. He made no effort to follow. She never told him how many drunken frat boys had trailed her to within inches of that door. After all, she needed no rescuing and had no difficulty letting them know what they could do with their over-active libidos.

            Unfortunately, she wished Chad had shown some kind of passion toward her. Instead, he stood contemplating his shoes, one on the ground and the other on the first step.

            She took the initiative to end the evening with dignity. “I had a lovely time. Thanks for taking me.”

            He looked up, his eyes sparkling from the streetlamp’s light. “You deserve better.”

            “Better than what?”

            “Than I’ve been able to give. I’ve been so caught up in my own imagined misery that I didn’t appreciate I was out with the most beautiful girl in the room.”

            Sara stepped back toward him. “Well, all is not lost since you recognize it now.”

            “Will you forgive me?”

            She reached the second step. “That depends.”

            “On what?”

            She gave him her most sultry smile. “On how you intend to think of me going forward.”

            He bowed his head, remaining still for a moment. Then, he nodded. “Can you give me a week to sort out my stupidity?”

            Not what she had hoped to hear, but it did keep the option open. She shrugged. “Take the time you need.”

            “Great.” He whipped out his camera. “Meanwhile, let me get your photo to commemorate the evening.”

            She posed, and he kept giving her directions. Turn toward the streetlight. Put your hand on your hip. With each command, he moved closer until unexpectedly he was no more than an inch away and quickly bent toward her to plant a lingering kiss on her mouth. She drew back in complete and happy surprise. That’s when he snapped the shot.

            “Perfect!” He stepped back. “See you soon.”

            When had that been? A lifetime ago? The year before they graduated college and got married. They both had dream jobs in the city where they attended the university. She wrote words for a local magazine, and he supplied pictures from a photography and graphics business.

            They were happy. But . . .

            Sara wrapped her arms around her legs and gathered them toward her chest, resting her chin on her knees. She felt the cool fabric of her pale dress against her cheek.

            “I know you loved me, Chad,” she whispered. “Even though I wasn’t your first love.”

            “Does it really matter so very much?”

            Sara looked up, in the direction of the voice. She wasn’t sure if it was male or female or how old. Heaven had a way of obscuring personalities so you couldn’t tell gender or ethnicity or historical background. It was meant to have an equalizing effect, but sometimes it caused confusion. How could you talk reasonably with someone who had no comparable experience with your generation, with the items you used daily, or the devices upon which you depended?

            Of course, she supposed love was universal.

            “Perhaps it shouldn’t matter,” she said, looking up at the hazy figure that stood before her. “But, when you know the person you love had another love first, you always wonder how you measure up.”

            A small fuzzy shape, perhaps a hand, reached to touch what might have been a chin. “I see what you mean.”

            “It’s not like Chad and I weren’t always very honest with each other. He told me about his crush on Franny Morgan. So did his schoolteacher, Miss Runyon, who taught them both. Franny’s mother admitted it, too, although she was more reticent about most things, particularly after Franny disappeared.”

            The hidden voice seemed sharper. “Franny disappeared?”

            “Yes. It was after Chad’s and my first date. Franny made an appointment with him a week later to take her photo in a Colonial American costume. After that, no one knew what happened to her.”

            Chad kept the photo of Franny hidden away in the back of a drawer where he thought Sara would never look. But Sara found it. Chad’s photo seemed to take hold of Sara the same way a miniature portrait had once consumed Franny’s focus.

            The shrouded figure laughed. “You say ‘Colonial America.’ Do you mean the colonies that broke away when Great Britain was governed by George III?”

            “Yes.” Sara almost laughed herself at the ability to make a connection with an unknown person. “Are you familiar with that time?”

            “I lived and died in it.”

            “Oh.” The words sobered her immediately. “I’m sorry.”

            “Please don’t be.” The voice was kind, comforting. “In many respects, I lived a charmed life. I fought in a war for a cause I truly believed in, and I married a beautiful, accomplished woman who traveled a long distance to meet me after only seeing my miniature portrait.”

            Sara’s brow crinkled. “How odd. Chad told me that Franny spent years researching the subject of a miniature by the famed colonial artist Charles Fraser. Of course, she lived about two hundred and fifty years after the American Revolution.”

            “It would seem very unlikely that we could have met on Earth, but I will tell you the woman I married was named Franny Morgan.”

            Sara squinted at the cloudy figure. “Was her father a doctor?”

            “Yes. A very gifted one named Amos.”

            “And, was her mother a librarian?”

            The figure was briefly quiet. “I never knew her mother. Franny was quite ill as a baby. Amos had Dorothy take her away so Franny could receive treatment. Later Franny returned. Dorothy never did.”

            Sara held her hand to her heart.

            “I can see I have upset you,” the voice said.

            “No.” Sara shook her head, then took a breath. “Well, yes. It’s just that the Franny Morgan from my time—her mother’s name was Dorothy.”

            Again, the figure was silent for a short time. “Would it be so terrible if the Franny Morgan I married was the one that Chad loved?”

            Sara pushed away from the figure. She stumbled to the edge of the cloud floor, knelt, and looked down toward the Earth. She hadn’t seen Chad in Heaven. Could he still be on Earth with their son, Gibb? How old might they be now?

            Beneath her the cloud cover cleared, letting her focus on the town where she had lived, married, and had her son. For a few hours, she and Chad had been so happy to welcome their child and plan for their family. Then, in her sleep, a pulmonary embolism traveled to her heart. She died the day after becoming a mother.

            She never wanted Chad and Gibb to have to be alone, but it was difficult to think of them being with someone else. Her gaze narrowed, concentrating on Payne Liu’s restaurant where she and Chad had spent so many happy evenings. Now, in their traditional booth, she saw Chad, not much older, but with a slight graying at his temples. With him, an eight-year-old boy sat and beside the boy was a vivacious young woman Sara recognized as Franny Morgan. Sara wanted to turn away, but she couldn’t. She needed to be happy that Chad had been reunited with his first love. She needed to be grateful Gibb had a mother.

            Franny told Gibb about her family. “My father was a time traveler. He was born in the twentieth century but found a way to journey back to the 1700s. He became a doctor and married my mother. When I was a baby, he realized I had diphtheria. No cure existed at that time, but it did in the future, so he sent my mother and me forward in time. My mother always wanted to return to him. Eventually, she did, but you already know about that.”

            Sara watched Gibb smile. “I was there,” he said, “because I got lost.”

            Franny nodded. “We were so glad to find you again. And, I was happy to see your father. I realized my future was with you both.”

            “In the twenty-first century!” Gibb said, clapping his hands.

Franny held out a small object for him to see. “This portrait was handed down in my family. I had to follow it, to understand who was in the picture. It took me back through time. This man was Edmund Fraser, my first husband, and he died in the American Revolution.”

            “Then, Chad wasn’t your first love,” Sara whispered, even though she knew the people on Earth could not hear her.

            “No, but they have found love together now.”

            Turning, Sara looked back toward the blurred figure, whose features had cleared and revealed a man with dark hair wearing colonial clothing. Looking up at his face, Sara saw the countenance from Franny’s miniature portrait.

Gently, Edmund Fraser took Sara’s hand and kissed it. “At times, our lives must be lived in different places. By searching for me, Franny gave me a family life I would not have had. By returning to your time, she can bring family to Chad and your son. Perhaps Franny and Chad’s connection leads to the one that we can share now. I’m willing to try if you are.”

            He held an outstretched hand toward her. Sara took it. Together, they walked toward the celestial sky, leaving behind the words and pictures from Earth.

THE END

Thursday, November 27, 2025

Operation Rudolph By E. B. Davis

I sat on my dock overlooking Pamlico Sound and contemplated the upcoming holidays. Why was the season always fraught with conflict?  My job as a Dare County Deputy Sheriff on Hatteras Island was always stressful but more so during the holidays. Was there a sign somewhere saying “Season’s Greetings—time to get your stupid on?”

 

Focus on your blessings, Sue. With a sigh, I counted my blessings. Our move to a larger house at the end of last year had helped ease the tension in our home. More bathrooms meant less conflict, especially between my new husband, Woody, also a Dare County Deputy, and his daughter, Cindy, who was thirteen going on nineteen. My son, Jared, had entered the “embarrassed by parents” stage. I missed those days when we were close, but I knew the separation was a natural and necessary development. He’d appreciate me when he turned thirty-five, maybe.

 

In the meantime, he wanted to go to Sea Turtle Camp this summer. It was on his Christmas list, and it only cost about three thousand dollars for a week. I wished we could afford to send him, but three thousand dollars! So, I applied for financial aid. When I called to confirm they had received the application, they said that over eight hundred financial aid applications were submitted, among mine. Too many to judge on merit. They decided to have a lottery. Each application was assigned a number, and the winner would be announced on Christmas Eve. I crossed my fingers and said a prayer.  

 

My supply miniature candy canes I munched on during the holidays was running low but getting up for a refill didn’t seem worth the effort to break my watch of the night’s stars twinkling above Pamlico Sound. Then, I saw a zip of light. It intensified and headed straight for me. “No, I made not a single wish!” But the stream of a lightning bolt pouring down from the sky told me Pam, the Sprite of Pamlico Sound, would visit shortly. “No, no, no!”

 

Her banana vehicle landed beside me on the dock. It unpeeled zipper by zipper from the top stem to the bottom in quarters. Out popped Pam. Dressed in a midnight blue velvet gown adorned with silver stars. She stepped onto the deck, looking every bit like a haggard Tinker Bell. I couldn’t help but notice her boots. Navy platform stiletto boots with matching silver stars.

 

I must have been staring at them because Pam said, “Nice, aren’t they? I won them fair and square in a
banana wrangling competition.

 

“Uh.”

 

“Are you losing your hearing already? You’re only thirty-four, Sue.”

 

“Sorry, I was trying to envision banana wrangling.”

 

“Not as easy as it sounds.” Pam pointed to her ride. “Them things are slippery. But if you get a hold of them at the stem before they can unpeel, it’s not hard.”

 

I looked away. Pam had a way of making me feel crazier than I must be to have conjured her in the first place. I faced her. “I made no wishes. Why have you come?”

 

“Isn’t that fine and dandy. Denial and lies!” She put her hands on her considerable hips. “So much for Southern hospitality. So much for needing the help of a friend.” She tapped her platform sole against the dock, crossed her arms, and looked away.

 

Contritely, I stood. There was only one thing that would pacify her. “I’ll get us some refreshments.” As I walked to the house, I wondered about “denial and lies.” Had I made a wish? I couldn’t remember. I knew I’d said a prayer. Whatever.

 


The house was quiet as I entered the back door. Woody was on duty and the kids were sleeping over at friends’ houses. I retrieved the Evan Williams bourbon from above the refrigerator. Grabbing a tray, I centered a shot glass for Pam and an old fashioned glass for me. Then, I cracked ice into both glasses and cut an inch off a straw for Pam’s glass. We had a pot of mint growing on the windowsill. Perhaps Pam would enjoy a mint julep? Stuffing a leaf into each glass, I found a box of crackers, a bag of grated cheddar, and refreshed my bag of mini candy canes. Balancing the filled tray, I tight-roped back to the dock. Pam still looked aggrieved. I poured bourbon into each glass and sat down.

 

She grasped the straw and took a long sip, smacking her lips. “Mint. How refreshing! Reminds me of a day long ago in Kentucky.” A little smile crossed her face and an eyebrow wiggled.

 

Nope, not going there! Although I didn’t mind indulging her, I was concerned about her needing my help. At least, that’s what I thought she’d said. “Pam, what’s the problem requiring my help?”

 

“Rudolph took off! Of all the times of the year…it was the reindeer games. I know he never liked those games. But it is that time of year, after all.” She looked at me as if I should know.

 

“Christmas?”

 

“Yes, Christmas.” She mimicked me and huffed. “But more like rutting season, of course. Late autumn, early winter every year. You should know that, Sue. Hatteras is full of deer.”     

 

We had lots of deer on Hatteras Island, but I wasn’t familiar with their mating habits. Although now that I thought about a randy buck named Buck from years past, perhaps the information explained his obvious attraction to me. But I wasn’t a deer! I suppressed the very idea and turned to question Pam. “What does that have to do with reindeer games?”

 

“They aren’t really games. Their rutting rituals among the males. Contest winners get to…well, they get to rut!”

 

“But why are you here? Rudoph could be anywhere in the world.”

 

“Nope, his GPS collar signaled from here.”

 

“Okay, then Santa or the head elf or whoever, can come and get him.” I reasoned aloud.

 

“What season is it, Sue?”

 

“Christmas.”

 

“And what time is the busiest of the year for the entire North Pole? Of course, at any other time, Santa would come, but he can’t, which is why he asked me. It is my territory, you know.”

 

“Okay, so what do you need to do? Lasso him or something?”

 

“Of course, not. It has to be his choice.”

 

I was stumped, flailing my arms through the air in front of her. “And how do we get him to change his mind and go home?”

 

“I have an idea. Let me miniaturize you, and we’ll fly to him.”

 

“No way.” I looked at the banana. “We’d never fit. Can you ride it with the peel down?”

 

“Too slippery.”

 

“Tell me where he is. I’ll take the Jeep and meet you.”

 

She smiled, which made my stomach hurt. Instant regret for agreeing to help engulfed me. She finished her snacks and chugged her drink. “Sounds like a plan. Here are the coordinates. Just off Ridge Road in the woods. Meet you there.” And then she zipped back up in the banana and disappeared into the night sky, leaving me to wonder what I had agreed to do.

 

***

 

Once on Ridge Road, the Jeep’s headlights picked up the trees edging the tarmac. The woods continued east until the beach started. Many a time, I saw deer leap out of the woods and romp up dunes while I was on the beach. The opposite side of this area was residential. No one planted ornamentals in their gardens because the deer would eat them before they had a chance to bloom. I hoped Rudolph stayed on the beach side away from the residents’ prying eyes. Stepping out of the Jeep, I saw a red glow through the trees.  

 

With a zip and a bounce off the Jeep’s soft-top, Pam emerged from her banana. “Great landing pad, Sue. I’ll have to remember it for next time.”

 

I winced knowing there’d be a next time. “I think Rudolph is back there. See the red light?”

 


“Yep, that’s him.” Pam jumped on my shoulder. “Walk toward the red light,” Pam directed, “Now, stop behind this tree.”

 

Peeking around the tree, I saw Rudolph grazing on the outskirts of the herd. Pam turned to me, looked me over, and whispered, “Now let me summon Buck.”

 

“Whoa, there—why call Buck?”

 

“Would you keep your voice down? Don’t startle the deer or we’ll be hiking all over. Here’s my plan. Rudolph hates reindeer games. If he realized that he couldn’t get away from them, then maybe he’d give up his runaway act and head home.”

 

“What does that have to do with Buck?”

 

“Buck loved you! He’ll fight other bucks for your honor, so to speak.”

 

My hands went to my hips without any thought. I almost yelled but managed a whispered shout, “Do you mean that you want to use me as deer bait?”

 

“I guess if you look at it like that. You’re helping Santa and me solve a problem. He may need Rudolph this Christmas. We’ve had more fog and rain this year than snow.”

 

“I will not be used as buck bait! Don’t you have any other ideas?”

 

“No!”

 

“You know him from the North Pole, right?”

 

“Yes.”

 

“Can you talk to him? Ask him about his home, his family…maybe get him homesick?”

 

I shifted my gaze from Rudolph to Pam. Both of her arms were raised above her head. In one hand, she held her wand. “Eenie, meenie, minney, moe, change Sue into a doe!”

 

Shocked, I started to wobble on my feet, then sank onto the forest floor. Pam stood above me on a low branch of a tree. “What are you waiting for? Stand up and start bleating.”

 

When I tried to rise, I found two more legs than I was used to, and although limber, their support was like trying to balance on stilts. I propped the front two legs upright in front of me, then shifted my back legs, which conveniently were bent in the oppose direction I was used to, making getting on my own four hooves easier. Tottering back and forth, I stood. I meant to chew out Pam with vitriol, but instead I merely grunted. What mortification!

 

“Now Sue, walk over and mingle in the herd. Then, start bleating. It’s the way does attract bucks. I’m sure Buck will find you.”

 

I felt my long ears turn inward, and I tried to muster an indignant facial expression, but failed miserably. Stomping my hooves, I walked toward the herd. There was nothing I could do but go along with Pam’s plan. But once she had changed me back, she was going to get a piece or two of my mind!   

 

The does sniffed me as I neared them. They knew I wasn’t a member of their herd, and yet, they seemed to
accept my presence on the very outside of their group. As much as it pained me, I started to bleat in a call of nature. Two mature bucks started toward me. Involuntarily, I again bleated. One of the bucks I recognized as Buck, my old undercover boyfriend Pam had utilized for a drug bust.

 

Buck bellowed and charged the other male. I hoped the contender gave Buck a good fight, giving me time to get Pam to change me back. They went back and forth charging each other and bellowing. Out of the corner of my eye, I spied Rudolph getting agitated. It was clear these jousts were the deer games he was avoiding. Walking toward him was a smaller deer, but distinctly a reindeer, not a regular doe. She nuzzled Rudolph.

 

Pam flew over and sat on my mane. “Dancer must fancy Rudolph. How fortuitous!” Rudolph and Dancer separated from the herd and strode toward the beach, just as Buck ran off the contender. I spotted his glowing eyes pinned on me.

 

I grunted and popped my eyes at Pam, trying to communicate. Now was the time to change me back—before Buck “claimed” me.

 

She looked over her shoulder at Buck. “Yes, yes, this would be the time. Alla, cado, alla, caboo, it’s time to change back to human form for Sue.”

 

I saw Buck’s eyes grow big as I changed back into myself. He snorted, stomped, and backed away…thankfully. “Not a moment too soon, Pam.” I started to formulate how I was going to chew out Pam, when she patted my arm.

 

“Let’s see what Rudolph and Dancer are up to.”

 

We walked toward the dunes. At the top, we looked down on the beach just as Rudolph and Dancer arose in the sky. In the moonlight, their silhouettes were backlit. I said to Pam, “Are they on the way back to the North Pole.”

 

She broke into a smile. “Yes, they’re on their way. Glad we could help Santa. You should feel really good about that, Sue.”

 

I glared and then said as sarcastically as I could, “Glad to be of service.”

 

“Mark my words, by Christmas day, you’ll be glad you did.” And then she mounted her banana and flew off.

 

***

 

Shopping, decorating, and baking filled my free hours off work. On Christmas Eve, I was parked by the side of the road waiting for speeders when my personal cell phone rang. The person on the other end informed me that Jared had been one of five children chosen to receive scholarships to Sea Turtle Camp. After the call, I wondered if Pam or Pam and Santa were responsible for the gift. Then I thought about being changed into a doe and figured maybe I’d earned the gift. Of all the things we do as mothers to try to fulfill our kids’ wants and desires, I never would have guessed being buck bait to be on that list.

 

 

That night, Woody and I sat on the dock. The stockings had been hung. The kids nestled in their beds. The stockings had been filled. And there were presents surrounding the tree. Instead of staring at the stars, we looked at our Christmas-lit house. I loved Christmas lights. Woody and Jared had done a great job. “Thanks so much for taking that chore on. I love them.”

 

“It was a male bonding experience.”

 

Thinking of male fights, like Buck and the contender, I said, “There will probably be a few fights in the future, too.”

 

“Without a doubt. My dad and I could mix it up when I was in high school.” He got a nostalgic look on his face and laughed. “I’d do anything I could to help him now, of course. Different ages and different stages.” He cocked his head. “Did you hear something?”

 

I listened for a moment and heard a snort and pounding hoof. “I’m getting cold, dear. Perhaps we should head inside.” After the door closed, I looked out the window. In the colorful glare of our Christmas lights, I saw Buck staring back at me. It isn’t true love, Buck—go find yourself a doe mate!

 

Although I was grateful for Jared’s gift, I also wondered if I’d ever best Pam. Maybe next year.

 

The End

 

Here is the Hatteras version of “‘Twas the Night Before Christmas” by Pam Dawson, reproduced with her permission.

 

“‘Twas the Night Before Christmas” Hatteras-style *

With a nod to Major Henry Livingston, Jr. who wrote the Original Version

 

 

‘Twas the night before Christmas, and all over the isle,

Not a creature was stirring, mile after mile.

The ghost crabs were snug in their holes on the beach,

Hoping that the high tides would stay out of reach.

 

The surfers were nestled all snug in their beds,

While visions of gnarly swells danced in their heads.

The crab-pots were hung by the buoys with care,

In hopes that some blue claws soon would be there.

 

When out on the Point there arose such a clatter,

The Park Service sprang up to see what was the matter.

Away to their vehicles they ran with their lamps,

And began an ascent on all open ramps.

 

The moon on the sand made quite a reflection,

While waves were crashing in every direction.

When what to their wondering eyes should appear,

But a tricked out 4 by 4 and eight island deer.

 

With a little old driver hunkered down in the truck,

They knew in a moment it must be Old Buck!

More rapid than kite boarders the deer hurried along,

And he whistled and shouted and sang them a song.

 

“Now Buxton, now Kinnakeet, now Salvo and Frisco –

On Rodanthe, on Waves, on Hatteras – let’s disco!

To the edge of the Point, to the top of the Light,

Let’s have a great time and party all night!

 

And like dry leaves before a nor’easter did fly,

They hit Highway 12 and continued on by.

He was dressed in a wetsuit from his head to his feet,

And he smelled like Skeeter Beater with a hint of DEET.

 

A bundle of seashells he had in his pack,

And a bottle of Kill Devil Rum in a sack.

He spoke not a word but took special care,

To bring a gift to the island and all who live there.

 

It had been a tough year, this the old man did know,

So, his gift was one that didn’t require a bow.

He sprang to his truck and laid on the horn,

To make sure everyone knew it would soon be Christmas morn.

 

And we heard him exclaim as he drove out of sight,

NO MORE STORMS, NO MORE OVERWASH, LOTS OF FISH,

And to all, a good night!

 

*Old Buck mentioned in this poem is a fixture of the “Old Christmas” celebrations still held in Rodanthe. Old Buck is a part of the fabric of the island.

 

Written by Janet Morrow Dawson, Buxton NC, 2016 and revised as needed each year!

 

 

Thursday, December 28, 2017

Puppy Christmas Passage by E. B. Davis


“Mom, how do you spell puppy?”

My shoulders slumped along with my sinking heart, but I cloaked my dismay with instruction. “Sound it out, honey.”

My son, Jared, and I sat at the kitchen table. Fresh from the tub and clothed in his red and blue checked pajamas, he was working on his Christmas-wish list, my suggestion to encourage him to write. He wasn’t an enthusiastic writer, laboring, afraid to make a mistake. I wished he didn’t take it so seriously. I pretended to read the newspaper while I watched him concentrate, his tongue caught between his teeth poking out of the corner of his mouth, his fingers pressing down with enough pressure to break the point.

Jared pushed his list across the table. “Here. Tell Santa that’s all I want.” He scooted off the chair and ran into his bedroom.

“I’ll be in to read you a story,” I said.

“I can read it myself.”

Self-sufficiency. What every mother hopes for her children, but I’d miss that time snuggled together reading his favorite stories. “Okay, but I’ll tuck you in soon.”

“K.” Text-speak, but at least he’d agreed. Soon, he’d just grunt a quick “Good night” when he thought getting tucked in was too babyish.  

I read his list. Just two items. A computer game and a puppee. Out of the mouth of babes. Yep, just what I wanted in my house. A pup, who would pee in every corner. Like every other baby, the puppy would need time, training, love, and nurturing—and forgiveness and patience for all the “mistakes” he would make. It didn’t seem long ago I’d heaved a sigh of relief when Jared succeeded basic training. Could I go through that again with a dog?

***

The next morning, I walked Jared up the road to the bus stop. After he got on, I refrained from waving goodbye, a gesture sure to embarrass him, when the bus pulled away. My shift as a Deputy Sheriff for Dare County’s District “C” Sheriff’s office on Hatteras Island started in fifteen minutes—enough time to walk back to the house, grab my gun out of the safe, and don my hat. As I passed my neighbor’s house, Ellen Potter waved to me from the upper deck.

“Sue, there’s something suspicious in the swamp. I don’t think it’s good.”

“What do you mean?”

“There are three large packages tied up in the middle of the swamp. Someone must have dumped them there. Maybe it’s garbage, but there are flies. Buzzards are circling.” She pointed up at the sky.
                                          


I looked to where she pointed. Three turkey vultures, their red heads distinctive, flew over the swamp, which bordered Ellen and Greg’s property on one side. From the road, I could see the cattails and swamp grass parted and bent over revealing a path. Jared and I had walked past the swamp on the way to the bus stop. I’d failed to notice the path due to Jared’s monologue, sounding more like a defense attorney’s closing argument, to convince me this was a “puppy” Christmas.

Someone had dragged those packages back into the swamp. A gut feeling told me they weren’t filled with garbage. I doubted I’d find footprints. Not only was the swamp wet enough to fill in any impressions, but covered in vegetation, no prints would stick. “I’m going to check in with the station and get my boots, Ellen. I’ll be back in a minute. Would you take pictures on your phone from the top deck and send them to me?” Getting an overview of the scene could reveal evidence.

“Sure,” Ellen said. She clutched her robe, turned, and disappeared into the house. I noticed she walked with a slight limp.

I radioed the dispatcher about Ellen’s summons so it would get officially on the record, and then called my boss, Sergeant Perkins, who, after I explained my task, logged me in on the timesheet. My waterproof boots and CSI kit were in the trunk of my squad car. I had a feeling I’d need both. My cell phone rang and buzzed as I parked on the road by the swamp. I answered the call first.

“Where are you?” Woody, my intended asked. He was also a Deputy Sheriff.

“Didn’t even make it out of my road this morning.” I told him what I was investigating. “May be nothing.”

“I’m on Cape Hatteras Drive. Seems someone rifled through some cars—Christmas shopping. I’ll swing by on my way to the station.”

“K.” Seemed I was adopting Jared’s text-speak.

After clicking off from Woody, I checked my messages. Ellen’s pictures had arrived and looked much as she described. Not good. I pulled on my boots and walked through Ellen and Greg’s yard laterally to where the packages lay. If there was evidence left by whoever dragged them through the swamp, I’d rather approach from the side or back to avoid obliterating it. The smell of death increased the nearer I approached as did the quantity of blowflies. I tied a handkerchief around my face and pulled on gloves. The first package held a large dead dog. The second package held another large dead dog, nearly identical to the first. The third package revealed a dead man. He looked about forty-five, Caucasian, dark hair, dressed in jeans and a tee-shirt. I aborted my mission, covered the bodies, and retraced my steps to the yard.

Ellen stepped onto the grass dressed in sweats.

“Is this the first time you saw the packages in the swamp?” I asked.

Creases formed on her forehead. “Of course, Sue. I would have reported them as soon as I saw them—and I did.”

I nodded. I’d known Ellen and Greg for about eight years. They’d bought the house as a vacation home, but two years ago decided to move to Hatteras Island permanently, having retired from their mainland jobs. I knew Ellen had been an English teacher. To adapt to the island economy, they worked for a pool and spa company servicing rental homes “Did you hear any vehicles last night?”

“No, but then the wind started up after the sun went down. Our deck furniture blew around clanking. Greg came out about nine and brought a lot of it inside. After that, we conked out. I heard the garbage guys pass through about five a.m., got up around six, but I didn’t go out on the deck until just before you came by. I would have called the station if I hadn’t seen you.” She paused. “Well, what did you find?”

At sixty, Ellen had me by twenty-five years. She expected an answer, as if I were a student of hers. I deflected her question with one of my own. “Is Greg home?”

“Yes.”

“Get him, and then wait here. I may have a few more questions for you.” She nodded and left, walking with a limp. I walked to my car, phoned in my findings, and asked for the medical examiner.

Woody pulled up behind my car, and I explained what I’d found. He sat in the car seat, pulling on
plastic shoe covers and gloves. We approached the drag path from the opposite side of the swamp and followed it. No footprints. Woody wanted to look at the corpses. When he pulled back the wrap over the man’s body, I noticed the cover. It looked familiar to me. “The plastic cover looks like bubble wrap—sort of. It’s something else, though. What?”

Woody tried to snap his fingers, but the plastic gloves he wore hampered the gesture. “Pool cover. Remember those?”

“Yep, don’t use them much anymore. Before pool heaters got popular, people used them at night to retain solar energy warming the water during the daylight.” It sounded like a green solution, but I’d also heard they were labor intensive. Perhaps what the pool covers saved in energy was lost in labor. I examined the cover. “Looks frayed. It’s old.” I shifted my eyes to examine the corpse. “Looks like a single shot through the heart. Close range.”

“I’d say so,” Woody concurred. His eyes shifted to something glinting on the pool cover.

I bent my knees into a squat to look closer. “Get me a tweezers and vial out of the CSI kit, Woody.”
I opened the vial, handed him the top, took the tweezers, and focused on the light, picking up the
object and showing it to Woody. “A diamond?”

“We’ll find out. Looks like a diamond, maybe cubic zirconia.”      

“So, whose is it?”

“That’s the question, along with who is missing a pool cover.”

***

Ellen and Greg waited for us, sitting on the steps leading up to their first floor. I greeted and introduced them to Woody. “You work for a pool and spa company?” I asked, addressing both of them.

Ellen and Greg nodded. “Happy Island Pools and Spas,” Greg said.

“Do any of your pools use the old bubble covers?”

“One and only when the cheap owner is in residence. Wind Breeze. It’s an Avon ocean-front house on Gulls Cry.”

Ellen grimaced when Greg said the street name. I lifted my eyebrows and tilted my head.

“Oh, don’t mind me. But that street name is all wrong. It should either be ‘Gull’s Cry’ or Gulls’ Cries,’ but that just the grammarian in me.”

I had to laugh, knowing Ellen’s former profession. “Have you had any problems with dogs on your route?”

Ellen sputtered and smacked her hands on her thighs. “Problem with dogs—you betcha—just this week. I couldn’t believe the arrogance of this renter. I know the island’s leash law is only enforced in public places and that rental homes are considered the private property of the renter, but really—if the tenant rents a house with a pool and spa, wouldn’t you’d think they’d welcome the crew servicing them? We clean and make sure the chemicals provide sanitation. It’s for their protection. A few years back, an elderly man in Nags Head caught Legionnaire’s disease and died.”

“Was this at Wind Breeze?”

“Nope. We service three houses on that road. Wind Breeze has the old pool cover. The rental house with the dogs is named Ocean Annie’s,” Ellen replied.

“What happened?”
“On the first visit, the renter’s two dogs raced ahead of him and started growling at me. Greg was
safely behind the locked pool gate. I’d been on the deck where the spa is located on the side of the house. I asked the renter very nicely to please take hold of his dogs. He looked at me as if I were nuts. When he didn’t react, I asked him a bit more vehemently to take hold of his dogs. He finally did it, and I scooted behind the pool gate and slammed it shut. But when we had to go back on Tuesday—“

“This past Tuesday, two days ago?” I asked.

“Yes.”

“What happened then?”

“Greg and I decided to service the house early to avoid the tenant, but no! It was as if he anticipated us coming and was waiting for us. As soon as we got out of the car, we heard a loud crack, like someone clapping their hands together loudly—like a gunshot—the dogs ran out of the house toward us without restraint. It was like the renter purposely sicced the dogs on us. Greg went into “fight mode.” I went into “flight mode.” I dove into the car and ended up injuring my leg. I was so mad. We heard him laughing at us. Then I called our boss, Haley Zagorsky, and told her I wouldn’t service that house.”

“Did you go back?”

“Nope, I don’t know if Haley serviced the house herself or let it go. It was a midweek check, not a full service, but I bet she did. We’ll have to go back on Saturday to do a full service, but we’ll wait until the renter checks out and is gone—packed up with the dogs—and off the island.”

The rumble of the medical examiner’s van on the road broke up our questioning, but I thought we’d gotten all the information we could from Ellen and Greg. I knew my neighbors. They aren’t stupid people. Ellen wouldn’t have been so forthcoming about the dog incident on their work route if they’d been guilty. What concerned me—why had the bodies been dumped in the swamp beside Ellen and Greg’s house?

***

Before leaving Ellen and Greg, we received directions to Haley and Burt Zagorsky’s residence, where they ran their home-based business. We parked Woody’s cruiser at my house. Absorbed in the investigation, I asked Woody to drive, so I could think aloud. As usual, we spoke in short hand to each other mapping our way and following our instincts on what to investigate. Theft was the most common crime on the island. Murder was rare.

“We’ll have to go over that pool cover for fingerprints,” I said.

“There could be a lot of prints. None of which could point to the identity of the killer.”

“True, but if we get other evidence, maybe it will corroborate it,” I said. “Wonder if we’ll get bullets from the bodies or if they went straight through?”

“Wonder where the shootings occurred?”

“We’ll have to go over to those rental houses and scan for evidence.”

“Bet whoever did the shooting sloshed pool or spa water over the blood.”

“We can get traces.”

“Have to talk with the medical examiner about time of death. I’d guess Wednesday, maybe late Tuesday. Ellen and Greg saw the renter on Tuesday morning, and today’s Thursday. After we talk with Haley and Burt, we’ll head up to the rental houses. Find out if the pool cover to Wind Breeze is missing.”

“Is that a stupid name for a house, or what?”

I laughed. Many of the homes’ names were redundant, convoluted, or just plain corny.

Woody changed the subject when he asked, “What are you getting Jared for Christmas?”

I answered with a strangled moan. “He wants a dog! A puppy.”

Woody smiled, and I would have hit him if he hadn’t said, “Join the club. Cindy wants a puppy, too.”

His comment brought to mind an apparition I’d experienced the last few Christmases. I sure didn’t consider myself Scrooge, but for some reason Pamela, the Sprite of Pamlico Sound, visited me. I never told a soul for obvious reasons, but at this time of year whenever Christmas wishes abounded, Pam was sure to haunt me. I didn’t fear her, but I questioned my sanity. Was she a figment of my imagination or did she exist? If so, did sprites have spirits? Did she work with Santa Claus? Of course, I no longer believed in Santa, but why did she appear at Christmas? Did she work for the Big Guy? With angels? I stopped my spinning thoughts and put my mind on the case.

We slowed down on Route 12 trying to find the entrance to the Zagorsky’s home. Woody turned onto an unpaved road leading through the woods to cleared land where we found the home and the Zagorskys outside cleaning spa filters. They looked up as we parked, dropped the filters on the grass, and walked over to us.

After introducing ourselves, I told them we’d had an incident involving one of the rental houses they serviced.

Their faces inquisitive, Haley asked, “Which one?”

“Ocean Annie’s,” Woody said.

Haley inhaled and put her hands on her hips. “Did Ellen Potter make a complaint?”

“Complaint?” I asked.

“Ellen said the renter sicced his dogs on them. She wouldn’t service the house. She claimed the renter wouldn’t control his dogs, and she threatened to sue the guy. I guess reporting the incident was her way of getting a complaint on record when she sues.” Haley shook her head. “I think Ellen is paranoid of dogs.”

“Did you go to the house?”

“No. It was just a midweek chemical check. That pool hasn’t had any issues all summer, and since the temperatures are cooler now, I doubt if it’s been used at all. I let it go.”

I was about to ask her about the spa service when a car drove into the driveway. A young man got out. His eyes questioned our presence. Haley gestured him over. “This is our son, Ian.”

“Did someone turn in your missing diamond, Mom?”

***

After tucking Jared in for the night, I wandered out to the dock behind my house, which backed up to Pamlico Sound. I shook my head and looked out over the mirrored surface of the water illuminated under the moon’s light. The case had been solved in record time.

Out of the mouth of babes—again. Poor Ian. I wondered if he’d ever forgive himself, but the fact was that Haley hadn’t known where she’d lost the diamond so she just told him “no” without having a clue that it would implicate her.

The missing diamond was probable cause enough for the judge to sign and take a picture of the search warrant. She sent it to me via text messaging. The ring setting we found in their house matched the diamond. The old pool cover not only had Haley’s fingerprints, but the victim’s blood had also served as ink for them. The handgun we found hidden in the Zagorsky home matched the medical examiner’s statement on the bullets’ caliber.

Haley claimed Ellen was dog-phobic, but I knew that story was a lie. I’d seen Ellen give snacks to my neighbors’ dogs from the treats she kept in her car. She even gave milk bones to one neighbor’s rescued pit bulls, who I’m apprehensive about approaching.

Once confronted with the evidence, Haley was remorseful about trying to frame Ellen and Greg for the murder by dumping the bodies next to their house. Her claim of self-defense was substantiated by the bite marks on her ankles. Woody took pictures of the bites. I didn’t know if it would hold up in court, but then that wasn’t my job.

I sat down and lay back on the dock looking up at the stars. Like a gift to its residents, Hatteras Island was free of light pollution, one of the few places on the East coast left from which to view the stars. A light show of Christmas reds, greens, blues, and golds appeared in the sky. I should have been delighted, but I knew what was coming—or should I say—who.

 I sat up fast. Pam, the Sprite of Pamlico Sound, descended from the sky with a zip of squiggly light. I
was glad that the case had been solved and without Pam’s “help.” The slinky red dress she wore showed every curve and bulge. There ought to be a law, I thought—one I’d be willing to enforce. I smiled thinking about handing her a ticket. Her booties matched the dress, and on the top of her gray curls a Santa’s hat sat, complete with white pompom, but she wasn’t alone. A large dog, who reminded me of Nana from Peter Pan, alighted the dock beside Pam. She saw my smile. “Sue, glad to see you’re in a good mood.”

“Just dreaming, Pam.”

“Sugar plum fairies?”

“Nope. Who’s your friend?”

“Oh, this is Nana, the island dogs’ guardian angel.”

“Nana?”

“Who do you think they based the character on?”

Before I could respond, Pam said, “Be a good hostess and get Nana and me some of that Evan Williams and Christmas cookies.”

“Dogs drink?”

“This has been an especially trying season for Nana. I’ll explain once you return with our refreshments.”

“Yes, ma’am.” I lurched off the dock wondering what fresh hell awaited me with this visit. From instructions I’d received previously from Pam, I poured Evan Williams whiskey into a shot glass, cut a straw to shorten its length and put it in the glass, then I got a bowl from the cupboard and poured two shots into it. Balancing a plate of cookies and the drinks, I reported for duty and set the treats on the dock.

Pam and Nana wasted no time diving into the cookies and slurping up the whiskey. Once they had finished, I dared to ask, “What’s up?”

“I ran into Nana at our Christmas party last night. She must place two new puppies in homes for Christmas, and since Jared and Cindy have asked for puppies for Christmas, I assured her that you and Woody would be great dog parents to these unfortunate dogs.”

I didn’t respond right away since I was imagining a Christmas Party for sprites and angels, but I expunged those thoughts with a blink. “You went out of your way to help.” I turned my back to them and hid my rolling eyes, but then spun around to face them. “Why unfortunate?”

“The puppies are old souls who had violent and disturbing deaths.”

“Here on the island?”

“Yes, just this week.”

“Oh no, those were bad dogs.” I blurted and crossed my arms.

Nana lifted her large head and started to growl. Was my statement politically incorrect or was she was a bad drunk?

Pam leaned down to Nana and gave her a reassuring pat. “Now, Sue, you know good and well there are no such things as bad dogs. Bad dogs are the result of bad owners. They may develop bad habits if they aren’t trained properly, but I know you and Woody will do great jobs as dog owners. And I know you’ll train Jared to be a good dog owner just as Woody will do with Cindy.”

“Are they the same breed as those other two dogs? They were almost identical.”

“No—new life, new bodies. I’ll leave it up to you to tell Woody of my decision. They’re so cute!”

Her decision? I shook my head. I didn’t want to see the dogs, but before I could protest Nana untucked two puppies from her legs on the dock. Cute bundles of cuddly fur pierced my defenses, and I stooped down to pet them. The German Shephard stumbled over his paws in his effort to lick my hand. Cindy would love the Corgi. I put my hands on my hips and faced Pam. “This is blackmail, you know.” 

         

                 




Pam smiled. “You’re so full of it, Sue. I know you’re smitten. Now be sure to get all the supplies you need for the puppies. They’ll arrive early on Christmas morning. I’ll sign you and Woody up for dog obedience training. The specifics will be in your stocking. Take the kids so you’ll all learn together. Merry Christmas!” She clapped her hands together and rose, taking on speed as she disappeared in the sky. Nana lumbered to her feet, tucked the puppies beneath her, and gave me a defiant glare. Squatting, she doused the dock before bounding into the sky like a shaggy, fat reindeer. Her editorial comment was received.

I rolled my eyes. “Merry Christmas, Pam, Nana.” I scooted around the dog pee and figured it was meant to be, a sign of the New Year. The renter’s arrogance and poor stewardship of his dogs resulted in all of their deaths. Maybe those dogs needed forgiveness and redemption. After all, wasn’t that a Christmas lesson? I walked into the house. A shot of Evan Williams awaited me.
                                               
                           

Thursday, November 23, 2017

Gotta Watch Out for Our Own

by Paula Gail Benson



            Celeste had just taken her place on a back pew when she saw him standing at the front entrance of the church, in the doorway clearly visible to the seated congregation and used mainly for handicapped access. He wasn’t handicapped or disabled in the common use of those terms, but he was obviously disadvantaged. Black and gray flecked stubble covered his chin and cheeks. He had dark, grease-streaked hair, the exact color unclear due to the slick texture that reflected the overhead lights. His dull, vinyl jacket had cracks, and his dingy shirt and trousers showed spots from substances dropped on them that had not been cleaned off.

            The whites of his eyes were large, emphasizing tiny pupils that darted back and forth. He shifted from side to side on the balls of his feet, like a tennis player poised to follow the direction of the ball. The motion, along with his expectant manner, suggested he either had too much or too little of a substance in his system.

            Celeste knew that most of the congregation, including the disabled, found the front entrance too open to the congregation’s view. This man did not seem to mind people watching him, but used the vantage point for his own purposes. Celeste had seen him do it before.

            He always arrived for the early service while the organ music played and before the minister made announcements. Fewer people. More spread out. Easier to isolate and descend upon his victim. He always selected a woman alone or an older couple he sensed to be approachable or vulnerable to his plea. Then, he came down the side aisle and scooted into the pew beside his target. For a moment or so, he kept to himself. Quiet. Looking ahead, as if listening to the organ, or checking the hymns listed on the boards on either side of the sanctuary, or meditating.

            Then, he would lean toward the person. Close enough so he could whisper.
“Do you think you could help me out?”

            The words came out eager, yet raspy. He was asking a Christian for compassion.

            “It’s my daughter’s birthday,” he continued. That’s what Celeste overheard when he selected the couple a few rows in front of her. Other members told her he always said he needed something for his family. Never just for himself. “I need to buy gas and a present, so I can go see her,” he’d explained. “Could you lend me twenty bucks?”

            Each time he appeared, Celeste felt the congregation’s unease as he moved toward his mark. People tried to avoid him, but that didn’t deter him. He seemed to have a sort of radar that led him to his target, as if he were acting by some inspired plan.

            Which made the situation worse. Celeste had heard plenty of discussion among the congregation about it. When he sat down on the pew beside a worshiper to make his pitch, he wasn’t just a derelict that could be passed by on the street, but one of God’s poor unfortunates here in God’s own house. To turn him down during service, with the eyes of the congregation and the Lord watching, made a person feel downright hypocritical. How do you reject the needy in a place that’s supposed to welcome, encourage, and support all?

            Yet, at the same time, was it fair to let this savvy homeless person intimidate people coming to worship? Asking for money in the church, where he knew people would feel guilty for not giving?

            Today, his eyes focused on Celeste. She trembled as he walked toward her. And, her trembling made her angry. Already, she had sacrificed. She no longer attended the later service for fear of running into her ex-husband and his new trophy wife, Marcella. Celeste now came to the lesser attended early service, and it had become her refuge for solitude and reflection, where she cultivated hope.

            Now, this unkempt man in torn clothing smelling faintly of urine had taken that from her.

            “Ma’am,” he began.

            She looked straight into his wavering eyes, not sure if she were more angry at herself or at him. Her direct gaze made him pause; his chin quivered and forehead wrinkled.

            “Ma’am,” he repeated, only this time more softly, almost in apology.

            From behind, Celeste felt a large figure leaning over the top of the pew. Mrs. Phipps, a church council member, had noticed what was happening and intruded.

            “You’ve been warned about this before,” Mrs. Phipps scolded the man. “Please stay for our service, but don’t ask for handouts here. That’s not how we operate. We donate to the shelter and other service agencies. You can get help from them. But, don’t disturb folks trying to talk with God. You don’t want us calling the law on you, do you?”

            He shook his head and backed out of the pew, murmuring, “No, ma’am. No, ma’am.”          But, just as he reached the aisle, he looked back at Celeste. For a moment, he was perfectly still. Then, he left.

            Celeste watched as he scurried back out the entrance. The service was destroyed for her now.

            She tried to evade any after service sympathy by heading into the assembly room for coffee and a donut. She had just relaxed a bit, taking her time to sip the hot beverage and chew slowly, when she noticed Mrs. Phipps in a corner with her ex and Marcella, who clung to his arm and wore a chic new Talbot’s amethyst-hued column dress. Marcella glanced in Celeste’s direction with an exaggerated pout of pity. No doubt, Mrs. Phipps was telling them about the homeless man encounter.

            Mrs. Phipps followed Marcella’s look. Always one to play both sides of the fence, Mrs. Phipps quickly excused herself and moved to join Celeste.

            “So good to have you coming to early service,” she said, patting Celeste’s hand that held the donut. “By the way, when are you coming back to circle meetings?”

            Celeste did her best to answer civilly, but didn’t stay for Sunday School. She couldn’t  finish the donut, even though she truly wanted to.

            Be grateful, she told herself as she walked to her car, took out the key from her purse and slid into the sanctuary of the driver’s seat. Sighing, she sunk into the comfort of the seat and checked the fuel gauge. Two thirds full. Encouraging.

            All right, she decided. That encounter was uncomfortable, but in the long run it will be beneficial. That’s your excuse for not coming to church. You’ll never have to admit that you can no longer afford to give an offering.

            She felt a pang in her chest for blaming it on a homeless person, but she had been looking a long time for a reason to stop attending church without her absence being noticed.

            Throughout that day, the homeless man’s face kept intruding upon her thoughts. The way he looked at her from the end of that pew. How he had begun to make his pitch, then stopped, even before Mrs. Phipps interrupted him. As if he saw something in Celeste, something she thought she kept well hidden from everyone.


            Celeste served meals at the homeless shelter for the holidays, as had been her custom since the divorce. She didn’t want her two daughters, both married and with families of their own, to feel any obligations or divided loyalties about inviting her to dinner. And, being at the shelter gave her an excuse for why she couldn’t host a family event herself. Besides, they knew she had been downsizing. When they expressed regret, she reminded them it wasn’t the home they grew up in without their father. And they seemed pleased when she entrusted each of them with her prized possessions to be passed to future generations.

            The girls told Celeste about Marcella, a tall, well proportioned redhead just a few years older than her step-daughters. They swore to Celeste that they avoided any connection except to be polite. Celeste accepted their reassurances, but knew her daughters had always been daddy’s girls, modeled after him as if poured into the same mold.

            She knew also that they blamed her for wanting a more reserved lifestyle than her ex chose to live. She freely admitted it took two to make a divorce, same as it did a marriage. She hoped her girls saw that example and learned from it. She told them, at a certain point, letting go was easier than holding on.
 

             Marcella was the last person Celeste expected to see at the shelter on Thanksgiving. She overheard Marcella telling one of the workers that her husband had joined the law firm team running the 5K Turkey Trot.

            Of course. Being health conscious had become his primary preoccupation since marrying Marcella. Celeste would have thought he got enough activity in the bedroom.

            Thankfully, the shelter director asked Marcella to walk along the tables refilling drinks and passing out rolls. That kept her away from the buffet line where Celeste served heaps of dressing and mashed potatoes on the plastic plates. The lines of people were steady. After standing over the hot containers for more than an hour, Celeste’s eyes blurred and her head felt woozy. She blinked to be able to see, and realized the homeless man from the church was holding his plate out to her. Today, his looked at her with a calm, steady gaze.

            “I appreciate your kindness,” he said.

            She smiled, wondering if he recognized her. “We have to look out for one another,” she replied.

            “Yes, ma’am.”

            “Happy Thanksgiving.”

            Nodding, he continued down the line.

            After she worked a full shift, Celeste fixed a small plate for herself and took it to a staff office, saying she needed a few moments away from the heat and crowd. She sat down at a metal desk, pushing aside the papers covering the blotter to make room for her plate, and said a brief blessing. Slowly, she savored each morsel, closing her eyes to shut out all but enjoyment of the meal.

            “You’ll steal from anyone, won’t you? Even the shelter.”

            Opening her eyes, Celeste saw Marcella at the door. Her Ann Taylor suit looked too small for her curves. The blouse bunched up from the waist of the skirt. The whole outfit was wrinkled and smudged. Celeste wondered if it irritated Marcella that Celeste could have worn the suit in a smaller size?

            “I know what you’ve been doing and I won’t let you blackmail my husband,” Marcella said.

            Celeste squinted. “Blackmail? What are you talking about?”

            “Don’t even try to talk your way out of this.” Marcella stalked over and shoved an envelope into Celeste’s hands. “He told me to give this to you. I hope I never have to see you again.” She turned and left.

            Celeste sat dumbfounded by the attack, stroking the embossed return address on the envelope. Finally, the fog cleared from her brain. She realized she was holding letterhead from her ex’s law firm. Slowly, she opened the flap and pulled out a letter. Again, it was on the firm’s stationery, but a hand written note.

            Meet me tonight at 10 in the parking lot behind the firm. We’ll settle things there.

            Her ex’s indecipherable signature ended the note.

            What did it mean? For years, Celeste had struggled along without the alimony he owed her. It would have cost too much to go back to court to enforce the order, even if she could find a lawyer willing to oppose him.

            Could he be willing to pay her what was due? A surge of joy ran through her body at that thought. She was delinquent on the monthly fee for the storage unit. It held all she could salvage after the foreclosure on the house. Maybe she could pay off what she owed, then pay some in advance. And take a whole load of her clothes to the laundromat. Perhaps she could even spend a night in the Motel 6 and get a shower . . .
 

             Arriving early, Celeste turned off her ignition. The parking lot behind her ex’s law office was empty and lit by a single street light. The area around the edge of the building was hidden in shadows, and it would be illuminated with the building’s lights on.

            If it hadn’t been for the possibility of discovery, Celeste might have thought about parking here to spend the night. It was hard to find a clear open spot where you could feel protected.

            She watched as the back door to the firm opened. She almost didn’t recognize the stick figure of a man who stepped out.

            Her ex had lost a tremendous amount of weight, and his now almost bald head shone when he flicked on the porch light. Putting his hand to cover his eyes, he looked out over the lot, then called out, “Celeste? Is that you?”

            Putting her keys in her pocket, she opened the car door, then locked it behind her. She walked slowly toward the porch. After a few steps, she thought she heard a sound behind her, as if her car door had opened and closed. She turned to look back at it, but saw nothing amiss.

            “You might as well know,” her ex said. “ I can’t afford to pay you more than I am.”

            She turned back to face him. His words made no sense. He was paying her nothing now.

            But, he wouldn’t stop talking. “I agreed to meet you because Marcella said you might be approachable and we could work things out.”

            What was he talking about? Marcella? He agreed to meet her?

            Celeste said, “I came because Marcella gave me your note.”

            Another voice intruded. “Both of you are such stupid people.”

            They turned to see Marcella approaching them from the side of the building holding a gun.

            “Marcella?” her ex asked.

            “Don’t talk to me,” Marcella said, each word thrown down like a gauntlet. “You have no idea what it’s like, growing up with nothing. Seeing what people can acquire. Wanting just a little bit for yourself. I knew you were unhappy with your family, so I thought I could make it work out for the both of us. But, you kept pouring money into Celeste.”

            “I had to, baby,” he pleaded with her. “I’m under a court order.”

            “You were just too afraid to stand up to her,” Marcella replied. “Well, I wasn’t. You wrote those checks out to Mrs. Truesdale. I’m Mrs. Truesdale, too.”

            His forehead wrinkled. “What are you saying?”

            “I stole the checks you were sending to her when you put them out in the mail. I cashed them, and took the money for myself. And, yes, I’m the Mrs. Truesdale who’s been blackmailing you for more money. ”

            He looked back at Celeste. “You haven’t been getting your alimony?”

            “No,” Marcella answered for her. “And, she’s too penniless and gutless to do anything about it.” She turned to Celeste. “People talk about you like you’re some kind of saint, but you’re a fraud. How does it feel, living out of your car? Having to find public places to take your bath and wash your hair? Using the shelter refrigerator to store your yogurt, hoping the shelter staff doesn’t consider it community property?”

            Celeste wanted only one answer. “Why are you so angry?”

            “Because I’m tired of two people being in the way of my income source. So I figured out a way to bring you together. Tonight, you’re going to confront each other in this parking lot, and neither of you will walk away. A murder suicide. As grieving widow, I’ll be consoled by the money.”

            From behind her in the darkness, a figure tackled Marcella, bringing her hard to the ground and causing the weapon to discharge. Marcella, immobilized beneath her attacker, swore and cried. Having hit the porch floor when Marcella went down, her ex was raising his head to survey the situation. For a moment, Celeste was too frightened to move. Then, she saw the person who must have taken refuge under the clothes in the back seat of her car, then come to their rescue.
 
            The homeless man from her church looked up at Celeste. He said, “Gotta watch out for our own.”