Monday, July 27, 2015

I Don’t Think I’m Naïve But…



My oldest son feels he has to warn me against scammers and seems to have an idea of me as one of those old folks who will wire their life savings to a Nigerian prince. Patently ridiculous. Yet the other night, I was drawn out to see a car for sale that turned out to be at an abandoned house out in the boonies and the furtive guy selling it obviously had no plates or title for it. As my son said, “Be thankful it was no worse than wasted time. He could have pulled a gun on you.”

I wrote a poem about the massacre at Mother Emanuel in Charleston and just titled it “Mother Emanuel A.M.E. Church, Charleston, South Carolina 6/17/15,” thinking any breathing, literate person in this country would know to what I was referring. I read it a few nights ago at a public event and had someone come up to me afterward, not sure what that poem was about and what that title meant.

I keep thinking the ultra-conservative political clowns have gone so far off the track that they surely can’t go any further. Then, one says the first act he’ll take as president is to declare war on Iran, a second wants to fire the Supreme Court, others make it legal to fire unmarried women for getting pregnant, and another claims that ancient Native American cave drawings thousands of years old aren’t antiquities but “just bullshit,” and shouldn’t be protected.

I thought when my entire city voted for and paid taxes for years to replace our damaged, antique storm sewer system that the system was being replaced instead of what actually has happened—the wealthy sections of town getting new storm sewers while the poorer parts, which paid the same taxes, have their storm sewers “refurbished.”

I thought, after I called a medical biller and pointed out that my insurance had already paid all that was due by contract and for them to bill both Medicare (when I don’t have that coverage) and me for the amount my insurance company wouldn’t pay is illegal and they said it was just a clerical error, that would be the end of that. Instead, they’ve re-billed this fraudulent amount to both Medicare and me once again.

I don’t think I’m naïve, but sometimes I have to wonder about that.